13 May 2005

cake and cocktails

. not all the chocolate and martinis in the world can kill this ache behind my bellybutton.



i’ll miss you.

3 comments:

Squid said...

wow...... that can be taken many ways....hope everything is ok even though it does not sound it..... but still your writing is amazing!

Satin Chaira said...

Aaaaaaw!!! Gah, seeing everyone last night made me so sad! Now I've just been sitting here all day feeling bummed out. I can't even listen to music, because it makes me think of people. Let's go drink more. Let's go on a bender and go to graduation rip-roaring drunk tomorrow. Wouldn't our families be so proud?

Also, you should go look at that haiku that you wrote for me on FB...creepy foreshadowing...

Anonymous said...

Believe you me, Martini's can dull the ache. It's all to do with how you mix them. Rosso and Bianco is an egregious mix but has it's worth. Martini and Gin, though you are meant to spare the vermouth in a Dry Martini. With a dash of lemon, or citron vert. Martini can never remove the ache, but it has succeeded in dulling it. Martini and Gitanes. In the end it is all for nought, of course - merely dulling the pain until a coffee taken on a spring afternoon sitting at an outdoor café reminds you that the past is gone and you are now all alone and ever more shall be so. Unless you are of the lucky few.